I got a new Tumblr: buttahflyer.tumblr.com

I can’t log into this one anymore and my old mail adress doesn’t exist anymore. :/

tuxoo:

Tuxoo de Santiago

tuxoo:

Tuxoo de Santiago

nice-wig-janis:

do you remember when you were a kid and the doorbell rang you would run and see who it was, now i just run to my room instead

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Going out for a nice walk with my boyfriend. :) Love those jeans and the pullover!

Going out for a nice walk with my boyfriend. :) Love those jeans and the pullover!

Can feelings change?

I’m feeling the same horrible feelings for many years now and they have never changed. Some years ago my life circumstances were horrible. I didn’t go to school, were stuck at home, kept checking in mental hospitals, went to bed at 4 am and woke up at 12 pm or later, spent my whole day in front of the computer, was a complete mess outside and inside and didn’t even shower anymore. I changed all of that. I thought it would fix my feelings, but it didn’t. I’m going back to school, I have a very good relationship, I have an okay social life, I don’t even cut myself anymore, I eat healthy, sometimes I’m doing sports, I’m not mindlessly browsing the internet all day anymore and I’m actually living life more than ever before. I guess my feelings don’t breed of something on the outside, but on the inside? I have no idea. 

Did anyone actually manage to change horrible feelings long term and if so, how? Not necessarily bad life circumstances, because I don’t really have that anymore, but changing feelings of “pointless” hopelessness, emptiness, depression, senselessness or something like that. Please message me if so. I have the feeling that it’s a lie and I won’t ever feel different. I just wonder if I will ever be able to accept those feelings. 

wnderlst:

Mt. Rinjani, Indonesia | Big Joe

wnderlst:

Mt. Rinjani, Indonesia | Big Joe

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